Trials of Love



Love makes me vulnerable
When I have to wrestle with my pride
And be the subject of curious eyes.

Love makes me sorrowful
When I text you and get no reply
When you avoid me when your girlfriend is by your side.

Love makes me vulnerable
When God tells me you’re my husband
But you don’t know it yet.

Love makes me intolerable
When I give you a cold shoulder
But my heart is leaping inside.

Love makes me vulnerable
Because if I make a hasty advance
The more you’ll run away.

Love makes me hopeful
when you speak to me gently
And when you heard my name I saw you jump up.

Love makes me vulnerable
Because I have to rely on God
But he also makes me strong.



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